Monthly Archives: August 2014

A final cheesy dot to end my journey…or not

Every great journey has an end..

Another year studying in university has finally end. It could leave me with so much lessons to be learned. Not only about the academic stuffs, but a handful of experiences, a bunch of great new international friends around the world and much more about life – to live, to adapt, and to grow up within yourself in a whole new environment, a whole new cultures that you have had few idea what it could be like. Even if you try so hard to plan, to organise, and to prepare for every single things that possibly stand in your way, that would never be enough. It’s all about the twists and turns that make you enjoy the adventure, not a smooth-to-go and carefully planned to reach the end peacefully – safe and sound. It would force you to change every single day to face new challenges, to overcome with strength, wisdom, and of course, mistakes along with failure. Only then you could realise who you are, who you want to become and what voice inside you that shape your drives and make you try harder and harder. It’s not about demotivating or depressing you. Yes, it could be frustrated from times to times, but I assure you it would worth in the end. You would be able to see how much you have changed – your ego, your identity, your understanding, your behaviour, your attitude – everything for your own good.

Personally, this year has much meaning to me than anyone else. I was torn between right or wrong for over a year and could not make things right with my life. Finally, I could make one thing right. Leaving France, it’s like I feel alive again. For such a long time, I forgot how to enjoy life as it is, to immense myself in social life and to wear a bit less clothes (JK). I feel somehow lost love could be found again. And I feel there are amazing people out there – great friends – even with language barrier – we still definitely understand each other souls without saying. My soul was lost, and then found, and eventually, saved..

I shall finish my post here before I bore you with my lengthy stories with all the dramas and upside down. C’est la vie. I am so grateful to be able to have this amazing chance to discover the world, understand human beings and most importantly, dive deep in the journey of finding who am I and what I wanna be.

Thank you JAMK for giving me such a great privilege to be able to study in Finland as well as in France. I owe you this to you for my whole life!

Thank you so much!